To make her love me ?

You waved your hand and it was done
So let it be and there it was
A mountain, so high, it broke through, the sky
A canyon, so deep, it'll bring a man to his knees

[Chorus]
I've seen what you can do
I've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come true
You've made the heavens and the stars
Everything, come on how hard
Could it be, To make her love me?

I've said some things I shouldn't have
Tried everything to win her back
I'm human, I messed up, Is she gone?, Are we done?
Forgiveness, another chance, that's all I want, it's in your hands

[chorus]
I've seen what you can do
I've seen you make miracles and hopeless dreams come true
You've made the heavens and the stars
Everything, come on how hard
Could it be, To make her love me?

[Chorus]

To make her love me
To make her love me (oooo)



Came across this song from my friend's blog. The first time I listen to it, with the lyrics as well, tears flowed. In fact, it's still flowing right now.

Every single line of it, every single word of it, is so true and totally reflects my life.

You waved your hands, and I know, it's gonna stay like this. Like a canyon so deep, it's does really bring me down to my knees. I know you've tried your very best, in fact, more than that. But all I get is hopeless dream come true. You were my heaven and my stars, every single thing we went through was so hard I could barely imagine how hard was it, but still, why it is so hard for you to fall in love with me ? Yes I've said things that I shouldn't. I tried everything I could to win you back. Human make mistakes, I'm a human too and I made my mistake. And you're gone. Only that single mistake, would change so many things around. It does come out from me but deep inside my heart, I don't mean it. Mistakes mistakes mistakes. All I need is forgiveness, and another chance. But I know, I won't have another. Unless miracle happens, it's all depends on you. You know you mean a lot to me, you know I can't go on like this, you know I'm suffering, this is the only fact that I can never face it. Slowly crawling up ? Bullshit. I know myself the best. It's been more than a month yet I'm still like this. What the hell am I waiting ? I am waiting for something that wouldn't come. How the heck am I gonna face the faceless days ? Where is all my friends when I need them the most ? None is replying my messages. Damnit. You have many friends around, who could take care of you. There's no worries that you would not be okay. After all, the one who received the message would be the one that hurt the most. If you were me, you will know how bloody unsecure I felt and why does those words came out from me accidentally. People make mistakes accidentally sometimes. This could mean that if that someone does make a mistake in the future, you will do the same thing to that someone ? Think. I know you're decisions are tight. I can't do shit about it. Yes I was once the light, the stone, the protective gear, the comfort zone. In that moment, I have position. I did try my best but, I didn't get the best of you. Someone else does. If you know me well, you would know what I mean of this and you wouldn't simply judge on what I've said on this. Every ounce of me we're given to you. Not only you closed a lot of doors. I did the same thing. All that I've wished for, vanished in front of me just in the blink of an eye. I couldn't believe it ends so fast. People could wait for years, so do I. It's just the matter that do I have another chance to wait. Sigh.