When you're dreaming with a broken heart.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

~In The End~

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time


All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away


It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go


I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard


And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter


One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard


In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)


Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end


You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard


And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter


I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know


I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know


I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Questions in my head

I had a lot of questions in my head asking me.

Questions that I couldn't answer myself.

Probably it's not easy to get those answers too.

If only I could get those answers...



Could it be that nothing's gonna change ?

Would you catch me if I had to fall ?

I would give my everything, just to hear you say...

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

If only, you could hear the sounds of a heartbreak.

She's so hard to hold, but I can't let go

It hurts so bad but feels so good

I missed you and things weren't the same

It's harder to get through the days

I never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me.

I wish you were here with me tonight

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you

Thinking of the times we shared

No one knew all the pain I went through

Nobody else to turn to

They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through

Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take

Wished for you so hard

I never wished for anything but you....

I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door

I know I tend to get so insecure

If I could just find a way to make it so that you were right here, right now.

So I'll just hang around and find some things to do to take my mind off missing you

Would you be there to love, to be with me ?

I don't wanna make it worse, just wanna make us work

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

You know by now I want it more than anything

Wall's Cornetto Love Sparks Concert~

I was involved in a very huge HUGE project of Wall's last Saturday 280608. It's one of the biggest project ever done by Wall's. Usually it's all about selling ice cream but this one...a concerto !

The concert itself ate up more than RM1 mil and it's our job to make it smooth and steady.


Working under the hot sun, followed by rain, muds and all. Also carrying stuffs here and there, last-minute-driving-out to get stuffs that is missing. Man I'm soooo gonna submit all my receipts to my office soon !








Working under the hot sun..>.< ! Didnt manage to capture a pic while it's raining cuz I'm super heavily BUSY !



The stage by noon.




Around 4.30pm, all the promoters were here to help up and to standby on the entrance, security, VIPs, VVIPs, Media, and etc. I was in charge of the backstage. Getting whatever all the artists and dancers need.




The stage by night time. Pretty ! Notice the BIG W on the stage..Nice ! Main attraction was Dafi & Gita as they are the official singers for "Dua Menjadi Satu". Not a bad song tho. Quite nice =)




Gita~ All the way from Indonesia to perform.



The emcee for the night. I forgot his name =.=



Mawi....He's is one ego fella.



The band who brought you "Itu Kamu" Estranged !




At around 11+..Finally got to rest for awhile and took some pics with some of the dancers.



And after that, all the artists were up in the stage to sing the official song of Cornetto Royale advertisement. Finish everything around 12+, got home around 1+ and KONG !


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Almost a year passed. Some of you who knows me well would know what is the one year about. I guess, only a few would know. Many things happen since then, things that I thought it wouldn't happen to me. From happy moments to understanding to time to sad moments to frustration to emoness to total silence to breakdowns to sacrifices to whatever stuffs that happen. A year that changes my perspective of looking into things, trying out new stuffs, daring myself, and most importantly, a challenge that I would never forget for the rest of my life.


For those who went through one of their hardest challenge, you guys are strong and be proud of yourself. Get ready for other challenges in life as they keep coming. For those who has not been through any hard challenge, wait for it. Everyone will at least experience it once. For me, my pathway is like every step I move forward, there's no turning back. When I turn back, I would see spikes on the ground which is impossible for me to step on as I appreciate my life much. I always ask my friends to be strong, to think on different ways. But did I ?


Many of my friends ask me to think thrice before doing something. I can tell you that I thought countless times. For those who called me stupid, no offence but you are worse than me. Some of you are nowhere to judge me. I'm chasing the needs of my life and that's not stupid. Those who sit back and enjoy life without doing anything, that's stupid / dumb.



As a saying, shooting star only come once. When they are about to leave from your eyesight, it's up to you whether to chase it for your dream come true or just leave it pass you by and then let other person to encounter it and let that person make his/her wish. I am still chasing my shooting star. I have no idea whether I'm just in the beginning of chasing it, or I'm in the middle of chasing it, or I'm almost there. Sometimes I can feel that I'm almost there, so near yet so far. I got to grab it for once, just the edge of it and my grips weren't good enough to hold the shooting star in my hands.






One day, you was driving happily and then suddenly you met an accident. Your 1st reaction was...."omg...how could this happen". Why you drove so fast, why are you so careless, why are you so reckless and why are you so stupid. You've been given your license and you should have drove carefully and control yourself and the car. All you did is to come out with an accident. After the accident, you need to repair it in order for the car to move again. Not only the car, you need to becareful too in the future. For the car to be back on road, you need to check everything is perfect before driving it again. For the car being perfect again, it need time. The next time you're back on track, you need to know the car's limit, and you need to know your limit too. Don't go over the limit or else you will have a huge accident again. One accident is enough, another one would do a total damage to the car and it won't be able to move again.


That's all I gotta say for now....


Busy days ahead..Laundry tonight, Redbox tomorrow midnight, and Poppy on Saturday night and Sunday would be a happy night I suppose =)